“My mind has somehow warped itself into thinking that despite everything I’ve had to give up and what I’ve had to achieve, that he could have been the light at the end of the tunnel.

But there’s this awakening I couldn’t ignore anymore, that I couldn’t see anyone in the tunnel as I keep climbing up towards it and if there is someone up there after the struggle is over, that it’s not him…

I need to learn to release this. Much as he hasn’t the damnest idea how he has affected from the very first moment we met, it’s just something he’ll never ever know anymore.”

Thank you for telling me about this blog. Tears were rolling down my face while I was reading. Truth to be known, it hit me. This is exactly how I’m feeling. I want a closure, I want to be able to let go but I just don’t know where and how to start. Maybe time alone would help me heal…

My endless thanks for talking me through it and for lending me a listening ear and a heart that truly understands…